I have no fear, fear ME

Alien Baseball drama

2009-07-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

I like the first episode when they were running from the crooks..So lovey dovey..

Its a confusing thing, so don bother

2009-07-19T03:40:00.000-07:00

i was messing with my templates when i feel emo again..sigh..I'm at Kuantan now, and so going to miss school tomorrow and oddly enough, I feel sad to miss school..I mean, don't get me wrong..
I don't like school but I HATE staying at one place with HER even more.. I mean, we can't even start up a conversation without fighting.. Like just now, in the car, we fight again and I feel so sad that i cried..
I feel weird.. Like somehow, along the process of growing up, i lost the real me and now, the ME is totally confuse.. Who am i? What's the purpose of me living? I don't know.. And I feel bad.. When I was a kid, I never have those suicide thoughts or even thought of killing someone.. I care a lot about people.. I'm not selfish.. I don't worry.. I'm happy usually..
But..
Now, as a young adult, I'm just a selfish brat..I gets angry without reason,I hit myself without reason, I slap myself without reason..I'm so selfish i don't even borrow money to my own mum and the rest of my family said i'm not filial. I'm not sure.. I tried to pass the blame to my parents divorce but later on, I find out its not.. So, why did i change so much? I mean, why? WHY?!!
Why must I be made to make the choice? Why she have to say that?!Why everyone thinks I'm crazy?
I'm not crazy!! I'm just confuse! Why no one understand?!!!
Sometimes, when I'm home all alone,I just thought about ending my life but I'm never brave enough..I always postpone it..Perhaps next time..Perhaps after SPM if my result are not well, then...I hate it..
Last week, I went to watch Harry Potter(VI) alone, just like the last movie I went to. Reason A : No one bothers to go with me..Reason B : I can't be myself with the presence of others.
Like, I love to watch The Nanny cause its freakingsly funny but when there's people near me, I can only smile or I laugh without voice and choke later..
And I miss her.. I miss her so much but she don't know it.. She got a new BFF.. Over the years, I got a few BFF and a new one here, the old one gone.. Now, I don't dare to get new best friend. Close maybe, but not best..
I got a lot of wishes..
But now, I only wish for one thing..

I wish that there's someone out there who would love,accept and understand the real me..

one of my fav songs..

2009-07-19T03:32:00.000-07:00

lol...If you were gay

2009-07-10T20:25:00.001-07:00

2009-07-03T23:34:00.001-07:00

super funny these shows..never notice back then that all my favorite shows has the same kid..CAO JUN..lol..

i think i cried when Nezha died..

he's dead

2009-06-26T17:37:00.000-07:00

MICHAEL JACKSON's DEAD!!!!!

oh god..I wonder which is more shocking.. The fact that the MJ dead or the fact that my MUM knows it earlier than i did..

Anyway, me and my pals at MadMonkeyz was talking about it and one of them said,

"Its a sure thing he's going to die early.. Look at all the chemical he use to bleach himself. He's a naturally black but he made himself so white, he's PALE!!!"

2009-06-10T09:47:00.000-07:00

Just finished my bowl of Cintan Nutri Noodles..second time i tried this..I had the curry flavor de..Its ok, not extremely nice but not too bad, except the noodles need some getting use to because its made out of stuff normal noodles are not.. It didn't leave me wanting to drink too much water later on,BUT it made my tongue feeling bland after finishing the soup

The holidays and The wedding

2009-06-08T18:43:00.000-07:00

ok..so, so far, I learnt a few holiday lessons..

Never cross a busy road with your eyes on the tar, even though the car is few meters away- they can SPEED up!
Klulafa al-Rashidin was the period during khalifah pemerintahan (for some weird reason, the words hang in my brain)
.....

ok..i guess thats all..

Last tuesday-the week before today- I went for an overnight stay at PnB Darby Park hotel, all compliments from my Lil'Aunt. She's getting marry the next day. Me, one of my cousins and her boyfriend toured the hotel and went to all the interesting floors..Games room,gym room,sauna, swimming pool..Anyway, the hotel room was HUMONGOUS!!!well, for a average family income, it seems like a luxurious suite for me la..

"There's 3 large king-bed room, 1 large bathroom with a large CLEAN bathtub and a shower, 2 normal bathroom though still bigger than those at home, 1 toiletroom by the frontdoor, 4 TV's!! and a large living room and average kitchen. "

It was fun.. We went to Cheras just for dinner..Giler ho? My uncle favorite place mah,so can't do anything..At night, after everyone gone to bed and slept like a pig, I slept in the CLOSET..at first, the small one, then the larger one.An hour later, I woke up with a stiff neck. After that, the toilet. Before I sleep though, I gave the others a thought and decided its not a good scene if one of them come in for a pee and saw me (haha).. So, I headed outside and sleep at the sofa down the hall..
*the look on the paperboy face..haha..

On wednesday, we went to our Aunt's wedding.. Enough said, lets picture do the talk..

Look at the middle guy..thats my uncle Kok, his wife and the right side de is my 3rd uncle.

chop chop..quick! Take a picture with the bride!

Another one!!!

The wedding vow!!

The places where they take the wedding vow, "Tian Hou Gong"

Huh?

Crazy galssss..
The legendary annoying couple..Everything they did was so couple-ish..

My favorite family, The Koks'..

p/s : sigh..believe it or not, I'm the shortest..jeez..

short review

2009-05-28T03:59:00.000-07:00

OK..I"M BORED..lets have a review of my past few days..

Mum cleaned MY room and woah! I bet she almost faint out of tiredness.Seriously,my room WAS like a bombed place. Anyway, Mum put a sofa bed under my bed now.. So, Thank You Mum..
I feel FRUSTRATED when Jon keep on saying "F* You" when I tried to get him into a verbal fight. Its so UNFAIR cause I still don't dare to say it out loud. Even for e-d-u-c-a-t-i-o-n, I still don't dare to point the "Current"..sigh..
Tried on a few dresses but still haven't got the best one yet.
Went to a movie myself. Watched Night At The Museum 2! Totally love the Einstein bobblehead scenes and the "skirt/tunic" week.
GOT 63% for my ADDMATHS!!! With my own efforts..Oh ya-uh huh uh huh!

i guess that's everything..

p/s :

I should stop picking my toenails and pulling it out.. My toenails looks DISGUSTING..urgh!!
Maybe I can pick SOMEONE else toes.. XD

Seriously, guys..

2009-05-22T17:57:00.000-07:00

seriously..What's wrong with MEN and their ewww.. CROTCH??

Its like everywhere I go, sure there's some one, MAN to be specific who always grab their crotch in public.. I wonder.. Are they brainless or just some big egomaniac who thought their thing is SOOOOOO BIG ? I mean, ya, sure,maybe 1 mm bigger than Frankie (if you know who-what- I was talking about)..

Those guys me and SN saw last few months when there's a sepak takraw competition.. Those guys kept on grabbing their crotch.. SN said that's because of their pants.. I remember I thought or was it said?,

"Why wear those TIGHT pants when its uncomfortable? A bunch of idiotic show off who thought their Frank Cocktail is a huge member.."

I mean, COME ON!! If you're really going to grab or scratch the thing, PLEASE DO IT IN PRIVATE PLACE!!!!Not out in the public where everyone can see it...................

Ask any girl and most of them would said its DISGUSTING and definitely not a Turn On for them when a guy did that..

To guys who did that : FIX YOUR BRAIN!!!!

p/s : Just a thought of the day at 9 am in the morning.. No offense..Those who feel offended could just shove it up their arse..

just filling in..

2009-05-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

Jaiz's Fast Meal

Tortilla(prefer wholemeal) with peas and super spicy chilli sauce
Egg white(and yolk whenever i can) with corn in syrup
Corn in syrup straight out of can..No fuss
White bread..Not the best choice..only out of no choice

Topic of the day : Are they even human?

2009-05-06T02:36:00.000-07:00

Just came to CC after 2 hours of simple rock climbing..hello??? I'm a BEGINNER ok?! I can climb left to right and vice versa but the swinging part is TOTALLY hard!! I wonder how people actually can climb till the ceiling..Are they even human??!!!
Anyway,pretty fun..met 2 new friends..Not exactly friends but socialite i think?
I think they are going to be right when they said that the hand muscle is going to ache like hell tomorrow..They said it with a laugh and, "You'll see next time we met"
Well,guys..Any of you thought of joining?
Its located a few steps from the Carrefour Express at Desa Setapak and is called Madmonkeyz..I know what you're thinking about Rach..

p/s : My hands muscles tightening now and I kept making typo mistake..

Abstinence...saddddddd

2009-05-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

Well, I gotta keep a healthy food intake at least for a month..Reason? My aunt getting marry in a month time and I want to look good..Might wear a skirt*shudder* but haven't decide yet..
Anyway, I have to have abstinence from 5 things for a month.

Instant noodles twice a week only
Less white bread and NO chocolate bars unless I'm doing sports
No fasting(they said I look like a bone which i so totally do not<-.->)
No nuts or acne causing things
TOTALLY NO STRESS!!

Well, do you think i can do it? I doubt I'd follow..

Anyway,found a rock climbing center at Desa Setapak..Going to sign up as soon as I got the $$ from bank.. Good thing I save up huh?

FAMILY SHUCKS!!!!

2009-05-01T20:15:00.000-07:00

What's family for?
I have no idea,
To me I think
They are nothing more
Then $$ supplier.

Dad gave me hundreds once every few months,
Mum gave me tens once a day,
LCM?
Never even give me RM 5 bucks..

Even so,
I don't feel like one,
I mean a family,
Dad at Johor,
Mum at KL,
Idiot at PJ,
Me at SCHOOOOLLLLL!!!!

I hate home,
It doesn't feel like a home,
I'd rather go CC all day,
Rather then staying at home and
think of blood and suicides.

Those stupid arguments yesterday,
Between idiot and mum,
Were F*cking annoying!

I was upset,
And wish I can just go somewhere,
But no one was there when I need them,
SO, i turned my solace to food.
Which I won't have
if its not because my aunt's marriage
IS IN A MONTH'S TIME!!

Cause if its not,
I would have pick up my sharpen spoon,
And dig through my skin,
AND
Don't act shock now, guys,
You people knew I been doing it..

I'm not mad mad,
And not attention needy,
I just mad at myself
and I can't do a thing to express..

Anyway, back to the *solace thingy,
I went to the kitchen,
Ate about two loaves of bread
with one of it
TOASTED and
spread with PEANUT BUTTER !!
Then I finished off 5 bars of chocolates,
And 4 cups of Chocolate ICe cream with
Tens of Jelly Belly ..

And the consequences other than
MAJOR CALORIES INTAKE=FAT?
I can hardly speak now,
But i don't really care.

I mean its better right?
Since there's no point in speaking
To any of them..
Sick of everyone in my family,
Wish I could just leave and go backpack
To somewhere else..

Mars Pods

2009-04-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

Recently, Rachel's cousin's family friend decided to drop by Malaysia..So, they had their branch of family from New Zealand (they hate Asians !!) to buy things to be send back..So, Rachel knew I like to try pods and asked her cousin to buy one packet from me..It looks exactly like the pic above except its in plastic and were actually 180g.. Anyway, THANKS RACH!!!

When I got it, I belanja a few pal of mine ..

Harez popped one into his mouth and said something like, "Tasty giler!!Halal ke?!!"

Lol..silly..

sigh..Only left 2-3 pieces now..Ayway, its DELICIOUSSSS!!!I tried Twix Pods once(from Australia i thunk) at my cousin's place..Didn't really remember the taste..However, Mars Pods seems better..

I want to try Snickers Pods..

p/s : I think this is the only Mars(not the brand) that I would love..The mars bars taste too weird for me..

from Jon..no idea where he found all this thing

2009-04-24T08:15:00.000-07:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Very High
Schizoid Disorder:	High
Schizotypal Disorder:	High
Antisocial Disorder:	High
Borderline Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

Check it out..the babe is CUTE!

2009-04-15T01:10:00.000-07:00

Concerto Pour Deux Voix

5 things and thungs but not thongs..

2009-04-11T20:15:00.000-07:00

5 things I don't mind NOT to have

Bittergourd-yikeas!
Mars Bar- taste weird
Being confined (correct?) to my room
Being lectured about the importance of loving(yucks) my brother
Being myself

5 things I can't live without

Snickers bar
Twix Bar
Pineapple
Money!
Running shoes

5 things weird about me

I don't really like miniature Snickers bar.
I love my pineapple cut up straight, not in rings
The more money i have, the less I would want to spend
Seriously, what's wrong with dipping chocolates into kimchi sauce? Its an INVENTION
My brain is losing a screw.

5 things my friends call me

Monkey
Jaiz
Leng Zai
LMY
Suckers

5 of my favorite angry shout out

Fuck! Fucking Fuck!
Piss off Dick-wad!
Kiss my arse!
Shrewd it!
Bastard!!

5 things that must be done before I die

Kick some groin
Sexs? (my devil and angelic inner voice is still combating about this issue)
Travel to Ireland, Texas, London and America, Japan, and KOrean
Kiss a random guy
Get knock drunk

Just another stupid post

2009-04-06T00:37:00.000-07:00

so, I went to Klcc with Rach and Rootbeer ytd..They were going to watch a malay movie called Talentime but like usual, i have prejudice against malay language based movie.. SO, in the end, I watched a horror movie, called Unborn.. Basically, its not much of a scary movie..I thought i would be afraid to sleep at night, but no, I sleep peacefully..Once i got into slumber world of course..I guess compare to Ju-On, most of the horror movie would probably have no effect on me..Guess there's the age factor too..Watched Ju-On during childhood years and been afraid of it till now even though they make the white ghost boy to be funny at Scary Movie 4 which i don't think funny at all, I'm still afraid of it..

One thing..

WHAT THE CRAP AM I CRAPPING ABOUT?!!!!

p/s : seriously, i have no idea
p/s 2 : SERIOUSLY GALS, STOP TALKING ABOUT LENG ZAI this LENG ZAI that all the way, k?

Twix, my second favourite

2009-03-27T19:44:00.000-07:00

Hei, I just tried my first Twix bars last night as a midnight snack..haha.. At first, I thought of taking picture of it, but because i was so pissed off, I just eat it. IT TASTE FANTASTIC!!!Fabulous.. Just like Snickers, I love it so much..Muackxxxx!!!!

If any of you saw this kind of Twix, mind buy it for me? I would pay you later or you could give me as a gift..XD

Fcking Asshole Rant

2009-03-27T19:27:00.001-07:00

SUCKERS!!! I hate it..Damn it..Kill me will you? You love that don't you? I'm just a waste of your time right? Damn it.. I'd die if I want to NOT because you TOLD me too..Damn it..I don't care if HE's my brother..I have no brother, OK? He hates me and I hates him, we look no damn alike, we have different personalities, ergo, I'm a bastard ok..so shut the hell up..

So what if i treat my friends better than my brother?! HE DID THE SAME THING! I am only learning from the pro. And When I want to go online, I WANT TO GO ONLINE not trapped in my room..What makes you think I, ME would study when I don't feel the damn to. I'd study when I feel like it NOT because someone shout at me too..I HATE SHOUTING !!!I hate all of you! You don't know me!You don't need me? Fine! I don't need you too!!

Rach.. I don't feel too good. I think I'm gonna hurl again..

Sh*t !!! I'm mad!

2009-03-27T06:17:00.000-07:00

Now, SL..it's not a damn notes if its not COMPLETE..You have to complete the damn thing before you hand it over to your borrower.. Otherwise you caused them a nervous breakdown like how you did to ME. and I'm very UPSET now..zzz..Please, next time, FINISH THE NOTES FIRST !!!

Holiday going to end soon..More school and urgh..WORK.

2009-03-22T06:02:00.000-07:00

ok..so, a week of holidays almost end..To be precise, in another 3 hours and 57 minutes..
So far, this is what I have achieve voluntarily and involuntarily.

Gain 2.5 kg, placing me at a very unhappy weight..Temptation is too hard to resist.
Waist grew 1 to 2 inches placing me at a very very UNHAPPY situation..
Grew 2 to 3 cm, placing me at a satisfying height of 167/168..HAPPY.
Thought, emphasize THOUGHT- to do my homework but never seems to have any time for it even though its holidays. Every time I got a pen and a paper in front of me, I binge in, thus weight gain. I'M DEAD..peka and moral project all empty.. (0.0)!!!
Didn't finish my BIO Form 4 notes and revision.Heck, didn't even look at the book.Dead..again.
Burned my arse(Brit term for ASS) off at sauna. Its fun, dripping in sweat..But..I have no more underwear to wear!!!! (T_T)
Bought a new white shoes for school.Amazing.. I never washed my school shoes YET for the last half term and now can get a new one cause somehow the shoes almost split half at the EXACT same places.

F***ing around with picture..

2009-03-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

this little cocky idiot name is ANDERSON..for more prove, scroll the damn thing down..

see..PROVED>.< If this person did any wrong, tell the authority that the name is Anderson Tan.

ps : The nose is not sharp enough..sigh..Why do i have the girl problem of finding faults with one
own self?

ps 2 : Put whatever you want for the star at the title..I'm innocent for any indecent thought
YOU have.

The straight A's _ _ _ _ _ _..

2009-03-20T18:40:00.001-07:00

haha..guess their relationship? I'm telling everyone since my bro said, "Tell everyone about them". He might be joking but I'm not..MUAHAHAHAHAAAAA

Found it while searching randomly..LOLX

2009-03-20T17:17:00.000-07:00

With a slice of cucumber
Girl: I'd like a triple vanilla ice cream sundae with chocolate syrup, nuts, whipped cream, topped off with a slice of cucumber.
Waiter: Did I hear you right? Did ou say top it off with a slice of cucumber?
Girl: Good heavens, you're right! forget the cucumber – I'm on a diet.

Diet buddies
Rosey and Nina were best of friends and tried to do everything together. Rosey announced that she was going to start a diet to lose some pounds she had put on recently.
"Good," Nina exclaimed. "I'm ready to start a diet too. We can be dieting buddies and help each other out. And when I feel the urge to drive out and get a burger and fries, I'll call you first."
"Great," Rosey replied. "I'll ride with you to Burger King."

Diet pills
"I'm prescribing these pills for you," said the doctor to the overweight patient, who tipped the scales at about three hundred pounds.
"I don't want you to swallow them. Just spill them on the floor twice a day and pick them up, one at a time...."

Food groups
Each day I try to enjoy something from each of the four food groups: the bonbon group, the salty snack group, the caffeine group, and the whatever-the-thing-in-the-tinfoil-in-the-back-of-the-fridge-is group.

Five Steps to a Healthy Diet
The Government has issued new guidelines for a healthy diet. They advise you to:
1. List your ten favourite foods.
2. List your five favourite drinks.
3. List all green vegetables that look like marsh grass, fur balls, or little trees.
4. List water.
5. Avoid 1 & 2; eat only 3; drink only 4.

Health Note
Chocolate is derived from cocoa beans.
Beans = vegetable.
Sugar is derived from either sugar cane or sugar beets. Both of them are plants, in the vegetable category.
Thus, chocolate is a vegetable.
To go one step further, chocolate bars also contain milk, which contains calcium.
So, chocolate bars are a health food.
Chocolate-covered raisins, cherries, orange slices and strawberries all count as fruit, so eat as many as you want.
Send this to four people and you will lose 2 pounds.
Send this to all the people you know (or ever knew), and you will lose 10 pounds.
If you delete this message, you will gain 10 pounds immediately.
That's why I had to pass this on - - - I didn't want to risk it. - - - - - - - - - -

I'm not fat
I'm not fat...
... I'm just short for my weight.

It's time to diet and exercise when...
...you try to do a few push ups and discover that certain body parts refuse to leave the floor.
...your children look through your wedding album and want to know who Daddy's first wife was.
...you get winded just saying the words "six-kilometre run."
...you come to the conclusion that, if God really wanted you to touch your toes each morning, He would have put them somewhere around your knees.
...you analyze your body honestly and decide what you should develop first is your sense of humour.
...you step on a talking scale and it says, "Come back when you're alone."
...to you, "Itsy-Bitsy Teenie-Weenie Yellow Polka dot Bikini" and "The Impossible Dream" become the same song.
...you accept the fact that you can fool some of the people all of the time and all of the people some of the time, but not while you're wearing a bathing suit.

New internet diet
'It's the hottest new diet! You attach this special modem to your stomach and upload your fat to a skinny person on the net!'

Now I lay me down to sleep
Now I lay me down to sleep,I pray the Lord my soul to keep.If I should die before I wake,I pray the Lord my fat to take,And leave behind a skinny shell,And all my fat can go to hell!

Self delusion
Self delusion is pulling in your stomach when you step on the scales.~ Paul Sweeney

Slimming advice
My advice if you insist on slimming: Eat as much as you like-just don't swallow it.~ Harry Secombe

Stressed
Can it be a mistake that "STRESSED" is "DESSERTS" spelled backwards ?

The problems of a healthy diet
An elderly couple were killed in an accident and found themselves being given a tour of heaven by Saint Peter. "Here is your ocean-side appartment, over there are the tennis courts, swimming pool, and two golf courses. If you need any refreshments, just stop by any of the many bars located throughout the area."
"Heck, Gloria," the old man hissed when Saint Peter walked off, "we could have been here ten years ago if you hadn't heard about all that stupid oat bran, wheat germ, and low-fat diets!"

The rules of chocolate
- If you've got melted chocolate all over your hands, you're eating it too slowly.
- Chocolate covered raisins, cherries, orange slices & strawberries all count as fruit, so eat as many as you want.
- The problem: How to get 2 pounds of chocolate home from the shop in a hot car. The solution: Eat it in the car park.
- Diet tip: Eat a chocolate bar before each meal. It'll take the edge off your appetite and you'll eat less.
- A nice box of chocolates can provide your total daily intake of calories in one place. Isn't that handy?
- If you can't eat all your chocolate, it will keep in the freezer. But if you can't eat all your chocolate, what's wrong with you?
- If calories are an issue, store your chocolate on top of the fridge. Calories are afraid of heights, and they will jump out of the chocolate to protect themselves.
- Money talks. Chocolate sings.
-Chocolate has many preservatives. Preservatives make you look younger.
-If not for chocolate, there would be no need for control top tights. An entire garment industry would be devastated.
- Put "eat chocolate" at the top of your list of things to do today. That way, at least you'll get one thing done.

Diet feast
During a get-together at my son's house, he had prepared quite a feast. In spite of the extrapounds I'd gained the previous winter, I forged ahead and loaded my plate. "Dad !" he said, eyeing my repast, "I thought you were on a diet."
"I am!" I replied, "But I need all of this to give me the strength to go on."

The toughest part of a diet...
The toughest part of a diet isn't watching what you eat. It's watching what other people eat.

You can't lose weight without exercise
You can't lose weight without exercise. But I've got a philosophy about exercise. I don't think you should punish your legs for something your mouth did. Drag your lips around the block once or twice. ~ Gwen Owen

I grew TALLER!!!!!

2009-03-20T08:39:00.000-07:00

GOOD NEWS!!!I grew taller by 2 cm!!!!haha..Before this whenever I measure my height, I'm alway 167 with shoes ON, now its 169 with shoes ON and 167 with shoes OFF..haha..wonder if I'd still grow cause I still wish to grow taller just to spite someone..Seriously, I'm too short for the Leong clan..Most of the Leong clan is over 170..I'm like the shortest..boooo...

Another thing, I got involved in an evil teatime with 3 divorcees.. EVIL!!! I had to sit quietly (which i didn't) and listened to them babbling and do the once a while gossiping.. Its the land of AUNTIES..ahh!!!!!!!I spent more than one and a half hours fidgeting in my seats and drink sugary beverages..LOLX..

Changeling, starring Angelina Jolie

2009-03-19T23:41:00.000-07:00

Watching it at Orange today..still watching it now..

Check under the Wineville Chicken Coop Murder..About 20 boys were murdered by the sick guy..I'm EXTREMELY happy that he's dead though I hope they tortured him just as how he tortured those kids..Bloody bastard..A hang was too easy for him. A simple dead and that's all? Who the hell would be scare of that?
Those murderers probably thought that if they could get away from one murder, they are cleverer than the polices and they would do again just for the thrill of it. When they are caught, its either maximum security prison or death..Thats all? sigh..I don't think that give much of a warning to society..

sry for being a sadistic(i think) bastard today..just feeling angry after doing a research of this murder..

2 movie under 24 hours

2009-03-19T08:01:00.000-07:00

Went to watch movie with my cousin and her hubby yesterday.. We watched Watchmen. Bad choices.. It was a HORRIBLE choice..The movie was a total idiotic thing.. My favorite part of it was when Jon( not our infamous Jon here) handle the machine thingy and all the screw and spare parts float everywhere.. I like the Jon character..He can remain calm at all times. However, he was losing his humanity senses.. I also like the guy with the changing mask. He's so cool albeit being a sadistic. Love the scenes when he fights,,Shock!. According to Yi Hua and Ian, its full of 18 rated thing and I shouldn't watch it.. Suck you! I'm old enough ok.. There's not even full nudity, maybe got one but you can't see any part.. Its probably 16 rated only.. Ian said the goverment(i think) is so *tupid. They cut out the unnecessary part and left those hamsap part.. What's the point then?

Then today,

Went to KLCC with Rachel to watch movie. We watched Race to With Mountain, starring Dwaynne Johnson, Alexander Ludwig, and Anna Sophia Robb. It was WICKED AWESOME. The movie had some hilarious part.. I totally love the scene when Dwaynne talked to the dog thing.. That was crazy!!haha.. I make a lot of funny faces trying to control my laughter..Lol..Then me and Rachel went to Isetan and spend around 10-15 minutes there because I was in another of my dilemma again. I can't make my choice between buying Snickers 3 for 6.65 or a box of Meiji Crackers.. In the end, I bought one pack of Meiji Crackers and a bar of Snickers.. Everything was gone by 10 pm..Haha..gluttony act.. Then me and Rachel went to Cold Storage for a walk just to past the time before heading home again..She heads home, I heads Library..

Anyway, its a nice day courtesy of the movie and I didn't tired out caused there's only two of us and I don't need to give a damn about others..

p/s : Saw TBA..still short as ever.. XP

define : Marriage

2009-03-17T14:09:00.000-07:00

Marriage : A stupid act done by many only to realise later on that they don't match each other.

ok,so my mum had this discussion...AGAIN!!

Title : Marriage

(....)
Jaiz : I don't know.. Told you I don't intend to get marry anyway..
Mum : That's what you say now..Wait till you found someone you love..
Jaiz : Even then I won't want to get marry.. Marriage is a waste of time and money.. I'd rather invest in stock than paying the lawyer fees when we divorce.
Mum : Not everyone divorce..
Jaiz : (majority does) You and dad are the best example..I'm going to do IVF and have children but I'm not going to be tie down by marriage..
Mum :(speechless)

The end..

So what's with marriage anyway? I mean nowadays, MOST people have sexs before marriage and it NOT illegal once we turned 18 (16 in America).. So, guys, don't even mention the "you're not going to have sexs? " thing.. Other than that, why marry when you're only going to divorce..How many idiots have make the mistake and cause emotional suffering to their offspring,turning them into idiots and passed on to THEIR offsprings and the cycles continue.. Bet that out of 10 people of first time marriage, more than half would still be together by their deathbed, NOT~

SO, what's with marriage discussion will ends here for now cause its 5 in the morning and my mind is BLANK..

MErepEking

2009-03-17T04:05:00.000-07:00

just came back from sauna-ing.. It WAS FUN!! 1 hour of sweating minus the exertion was fun.. I love to sweat though not so much from a boy cause they smell of BO big time! Well, sauna is good for me..It opens up my pores.. Give me a better face complexion..XD

one more thing, I finally CLEAN UP MY ROOM!!!so PROUD of myself.. You should see the amount of dust resting on my bookcase and floor (there's even chocolate bits on my bed..haha..) I know I know.. Rach the RAT (haha!!) going to say I'm a slobbiest person in the world.

Anyhow, thats my day unless you want to hear me rant about my food eating that would make Paris Hilton jump off the building..

Slumdog review..

2009-03-15T22:33:00.000-07:00

Slumdog millionaire..

Saw Jon 'article' and decided to write mine.. I watched it for the first time last week at 5.30 am in my house and again this morning, at the same time.. HEi, it IS a nice movie.. The kids were so cute especially the Jamal character(the teen one is pretty handsome XD).. Its pretty much a nice movie which talked about cruelty against people who lived in a poor place. The most terrible part was when the bastard Maman and his *dogs* burned that little boys eye.. At first I thought they gouged it out, but later found out they burned it with HOT water..

Another movie with happy ending (even though Salim's dead).. To tell the truth, I won't mind watching it again..

A shitty short vid by Jaiz

2009-03-14T23:29:00.000-07:00

I've done <68> out of 132 things.. I know la, my life is BORING

2009-03-14T06:35:00.000-07:00

Do this and re-post it with the title:
I've done <> out of the 132 things.

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 7

Level 5
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 8

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Sand Angel

SO FAR: 12

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
( ) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 14

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 17

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(x ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 20

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 23

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 24

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR:25

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 28

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (very subjective question)

SO FAR: 31

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 34

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR:37

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR:38

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Rollerblading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR:41

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
( if shit counts, then X) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR:43

Level 22
( x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
() Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
() Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 45

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
() Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR:47

Level 24
() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
() Had/Been in a tree house
( ) Been scared to watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 48

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 50

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
() Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 51
Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (within a circle of friends, duhh)
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 54

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You (luckily)
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someone's Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 59

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 64

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR:68

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total : 68

I'm in love "again" with an older man!!wat old..

2009-03-13T17:48:00.000-07:00

well,three days past since my last random post..Here's another review of what had happened in these few days.

12/3/09- SPM results day..

So far as i see, a few CRIED out of HAPPINESS and DISAPPOINTMENT. My own brother, I don't know whether its good or not.. I mean someone PLEASE define good!Some of those known clever dudes only get like (5 to 6) A's. sigh..Being the hateful sis, I would have love to *pijak my bro teruk-teruk but since I'm in a good mood and I know its not easy to score the damn test, I won't do it. Won't want retribution since I'm taking it this year right?
Anyway, congratz Wei Shuang for getting straight 1A's (11 subject! Fuyoh!!) and congratz her boyfriend*childhood friend of my brother and a few of his friends that never bully me*. They really secocok giler! Both get straight 11 A's though I don't know Fang is all 1A's or with 2A's. Congratz too to Tien Jie (bro crush..shhh) and Chia Jing and Samantha for their results.. Not bad though its not up to me to disclose their scores so mind you, don't call me a KEPOCHI!!
Congratz to those who got the mark they want and better..

13/3/09- A normal LAST day of school before half of 1st? term holiday

Like usual, its BORING.. had to listen to pengetua talk and talk for like a few hours. I actually fell asleep before 5 minutes past. When I woke up, I went right out and just stayed at the canteen being dumb..

14/3/09- Nothing much, yet

What do YOU expect? Its 9.01 in the morning! jeez.. if you want some news, here's some, I woke up at 1.30 AM and ate my delicious supper which would kill those girls and played with my NEW PHONE till 3.30 AM before falling asleep.

Oh ya, from a few post back, i posted one about mans that i think handsome (my brother is NOT included in it).. And so far, i think i still can't get past my crush of Jimmy Lin and my newest crush Ethan Ruan ever since he acted in Fated to Love You.

Random Post

2009-03-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

Stupidity Rules The World

2009-03-08T07:08:00.000-07:00

100 questions, here we go.
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs
Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people

I've tagged :
Rachel Lim

01. What have you been doing recently?
Eat and sleep..What else could i do?

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
2 minutes before i drop dead in my dreams

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
I ate LOTS of bread..

04. When did you last cry?
An hour ago.. Fuck up feelings..

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
I believe if it means there's a win-win situation for me.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Someone who cares and could be with me..

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?
I don't EVER carry an umbrella..Hood maybe if I'm wearing my hoodie..

08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My comforter..It gives REAL comfort.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
A silver basketball style pants

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
I don't know..Lazy to check..

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Yes.. There's no fun otherwise..

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Hmm..no..currently not borrowing any clothes ..

13. What was the last movie you caught?
August Rush..nice.

14. What are you proud of?
My shit?

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
Refer to question No.10.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
To hell i remember..

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Rach called me Monkey which I think its getting boring.. But yes, Jaiz.. L, The name Jaiz L.

18. What does your last received text message say?
SOmething that Rach send me..

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
1 or 2..

20. Are you currently happy?
NOT! I binge in for every meal today..Suckers..

21. Who gives you best advice?
5keeny

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Never even have it in the house..

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
don't know...one of my parents gua..don't care..

24.Is anyone bugging you right now?
Not really if you take my inner self as a person..Its seriously annoying..

25.What/ Who was the last thing/ person to make you laugh?
Supermac18

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope.. But i know someone who does..SIR TEO..haha..

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
my mum?

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Ya.. by a dude which I'm seriously think I must be mad that time..

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Everything.. I gets annoy easily.. SUPER EASILY so stay out of my path or I'll send a hitman to your house.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Right now? Its tough.. I think its Yamada, Jimmy Lin, Ethan Ruan and more and more..

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope.. Drugs are for idiots..But i was thinking about doing sleeping pills and panadol..

32. What is the colour of your room?
Pale Blue

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Do the dirty work by myself? Hello?My motto is "LEAVE THE DIRTY WORK TO SOMEONE ELSE."

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
Maybe..sometimes..especially when it comes from my family

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
I've got two beds. One is strictly MINE and the others was being occupied by my idiotic brother.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
I don't get hug and I DON'T my family to.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

I'm glancing at her..Its my mum..I must be crazy then. I think its some stupid occasion and she might feel sad so i just did it..

38. Do you have a life?
Yes, as long as NO ONE bothers me..

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't die?
Always..Mostly my family..

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
To quote Jon, "I have a profile song?"

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Me? I'm a narcissist

42. Last time you smiled?
When I looked into the mirror and fake one..

43. Have you changed this year?
Ya.. I lose some pounds , cut my hair and started waxing my arm pits..

44. What are you listening to right now?
Silence..Nothing.. Oh ya,, the commercial 'sasa' thing about something..

45. Are you talking to someone while doing this?
No one cares to talk

46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
I walk with my eyes blinking.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
"SHIT'

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
A Lot.. but those only get 10%.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yup..a few.. Piano, guitar, xylophone..

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?

To eat ?

51. What were you doing last night at 11 pm?
Watching tv i think.. My life's a bored..

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
What love life? I love no one and vice versa

53. What song best describe your love life?
Emo Song

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Refer No.52

55. Who always makes you laugh?
Supermac18

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
I speak chinese, cantonese, malay, a teensy weensy bit of korean,japanese,spanish, and french.

57. Favourite website(s)?
blogger.com, calorie counter plus,

58. What's your middle name?
Sakai

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Webbing, Eat,Sleep, get drunk by soft drink and run maybe..

60. What do you think you are like?
A tissue box.. Currently looking at it..

61. Who will you choose to die with?
Who can I choose?

62. Where have you been today?
Toilet, bedroom, kitchen, computer table, Korean REstaurant, Mum's bedroom.

63. What game do you play often?
Insulting myself?

64. Who are you missing right now?
I don't miss no one.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
I choose me.

66. What are you doing right now?
A crappy 100 question stuff cause i'm feeling like a crap right now.

67. Which primary school are you from?
Sk Cannosian Convent

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Black, White, Sky Blue

69. What emotion do you like to show?
Sad and grumpy

70. What is your life to you?
A disturbed pattern that can't be solve

71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
Punch my guts out and eat

72 Who did you last chat with in msn today?
Kien Onn gua..In fact, he's the one of the two I chat with

73. Who do you admire most?
Someone who can be worth admiring

74. Which month are you born in?
The last month

75. How are you feeling right now?
Depressed.

76. What time now?
10.38 PM

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
A genius with a spoil brain. haha.. on your face..

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
Nothing but I was thinking about silver white

79. Why are you doing this test?
I doesn't want to sleep yet cause I'm ANGRY..

80. What do you do when you're moody?
Punch my guts out and laugh at my own misery

81. At which age you wish to get married?
No age. MARRIAGE SUCKS!!!

82. Who is more important to you?
Who?

83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
Sneak inside Angelina Jolie's house just for the kick of it

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
I trust no one yet I trust everyone

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Not paying attention

86. If you were to have a dream come true,what would it be?
Unlimited supply of money>. < $.$

87. What is your goal for this year?
To score straight A1 for SPM so that I can get scholarship to study overseas and get away from my family

88. Do you believe in eternal love?
Used too but not sure now.. Maybe if marriage is not involve

89. What feeling do you love most?
Loneliness. Got use to it now

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
Nope.. I got cold easily

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
Jealousy, and i have tons.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Nope. There's some that I cherish NOT.

93. Do you believe in God?
Yes but not a religion person

94. Who cares for you most?
No one but my mum claims she did.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My bankbook. Really , a girl like me needs money since no one's going to look out for her.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
My brain and wit

98. What would you feel if no one cares for you anymore?
Nothing more. Been use to it..

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Make him regret the day he was born.

100. How do you feel now?
Same as when I started.

angry..just ranting

2009-03-08T05:58:00.001-07:00

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I WON THE RACE FOR GIRLS DIVISION..WOOHOOTT

2009-03-06T22:05:00.000-08:00

I WON>.< I WON >.<

First time..hehe.. First and last time to win the 5k marathon at school.. so happy.. don't know why today so bersemangat to run.. my leg actually doesn't feel tired.. I think it has something to do with the 2 SNICKERS (L) bar and 3 sandwiches i had for breakfast..sugar overload..haha..

I'm dancing,
I'm happy,
I'm dancing the happy dance..

So proud of myself..happy sigh..cheers..

define piss off and some history

2009-03-04T00:12:00.000-08:00

piss off : a word to describe anger or totally annoy with someone/something..

Man!!I'm really piss off right now..My bike pedal fell off when i was cycling and I have no idea how to put it back, not that I want to.. since it was split at one side.. Need to buy a new one.. Not a big problem but i DON"T know how to repair it..Damn it!!

oh ya..since me is ME..Me doesn't post up the newest important news..

History

26/2/09- Aatikah(or something..not close enough to know her name spelling) tried suiciding at the walkway outside of our class window.. Personally, I was sad there's NOTHING happen..Guess I'm pretty rot in the brain huh? And oh ya, my mum actually ask, " Will she die falling from the third floor?" I guess its in my genes..XD

27/2/09 - SOME FUCKING IDIOT STEAL MY MONEY WHICH ACTUALLY SUPPOSE TO PASS TO MY BROTHER AND NOW I HAVE TO TAKE MY OWN MONEY TO PAY HIM!!!

Top 5 sexiest asian man

2009-03-02T04:07:00.000-08:00

The Five sexiest man that I love.. Haven't decide yet which should be which.. Make your vote if you like.. Will make the decision in a few days.

1> Jimmy Lin
2>Ethan Ruan
3> Kevin Cheng
4>Raymond Lam
5> Leon Jay Williams

p/s : Haven't rank them yet.. Picture and name respectively..

define Snickers

2009-03-01T21:34:00.000-08:00

Snickers : A wonderfully created chocolate bars with caramel and loads and loads of nuts by Mars brand.. A must have by everyone who's feeling the dump..

AN ODE TO SNICKERS

Snickers o snickers,
Why are thee so wonderfully scrumptious,
Practically drool every time I saw thee on the aisle,
Ever since thee ends in my stomach.

Thy might not be alive,
Thy might not be nice to hug,
But Snickers,
Thy are MY favorites must have of all time.

Snickers o snickers,
Wish I could eat loads more of thee,
But too much of thee is bad news,
To my thigh, bums and calves,
If thee fat is deposited in the boobs area,
I don't suppose I should complain, right?

But snickers o snickers,
Knowing how evil you are does not,
Repeat, DOES NOT,
Stop me from goggling thee perfectly shape body,
Nor does it stop me from devouring you.

Snickers o snickers,
Thee are the BEST creation ever by God,
After Yamada Ryosuke...

p/s : As i don't speak Old English, so it may sound and seem weird.. THANK YOU..

Just messing bout

2009-02-27T18:57:00.000-08:00

SNICKERS!!!!My favourite bar!!!! Fill with gooey melted caramels, combined with nuts, its enough to make one feel HIGH and HAPPY!!! A 60g SNICKERS has like 320 kcal which is a DISASTER for those on diets.. However, for me.. Its the best before bed snacks.. Keep me in happy dreams through high and low..Muacksss!! SNICKERS ROCS!!!!!!!!

the brangelina clan

2009-02-24T21:47:00.000-08:00

man..its kinda funny seeing them fight.. n 1200 bucks for the UMBRELLA?! phew..

Pretty boys

2009-02-23T23:27:00.000-08:00

I love pretty boys.. No kidding.. I love pretty and cute boys and handsome girls.. Its not like I'm sick or anything.. MOst people tend to think I'm queer but its just my taste. I don't really like to be the same as the others.. Back to the topic, I REALLY REALLY think that one who could alternate between boy and girl identity is way way cooler than those who could only be one.. Won't it be bored to be the same sex outside ALL the time?Think of the fun things one could do..

Here's a few list of my favourite boys..

This is my favourite.. The most beau tiful boy I ever seen..

This is ok too.. Not bad.. bUt Yamada still my favourite pretty boy of the year..

However, I do have my eyes on some other boys too.. For instance, Dylan Sprouse.. I always like him more than Cole even though he's the chubbier twin.. And after some spurt growth, he looks good.. According to Eunice, he look kinda like Zac Efron now..

Thats all for now.. Can't think of anyone else..

p/s : sorry there's no Dean Fujioka picture.. Couldn't find a good one..

The Game Plan

2009-02-18T22:25:00.000-08:00

Ok..so I read in a book, "Mates, Dates and Portebello Princess". A part of it mentioned that if I'm going to succeed in life, I got to have a plan for it. They made the plan after a power breakfast with friends which is impossible for me.. anyway, I decided to go for it and make a plan for it..

Career : Either its child psychologist or movie director and/or screenwriter , I want to make it big. Which means I'm gonna be so damn famous that my name will be remember for years even after I'm dead. Must make my first million before 35 years old. *be realistic a bit*
Relationship : Have at least one great and exciting bombastic relationship. Marriage is not important.
Family : Have a set of twin. Again, marriage? Who say I'd only have kids from marriage.

And this, ladies and gentleman, is MY game plan..

The New Lovable Kid in my list : JAMIE LUCAS SCOTT..

2009-02-17T21:59:00.000-08:00

This is funny..

define : exam

2009-02-17T21:37:00.000-08:00

exam : the worst thing for a teenager especially when he/she is in the state of identity crisis.
A gentleman revenge or so they said.

sigh..exam starts today.. Its so boring..sitting around for few hours after I was done with it..sounds kinda like sexs don't you think? anyway, the only great thing about that is I could use the time to sleep. Anyhow, tomorrow is sejarah.. Feel so lazy about studying at home so now, I'm currently at cyber.. Its not a bad place to study.. *ya right..* haha..
Do you think I should go for Cyber-addict Anonymous? I think addicted to cybering is about as bad as addicted to gambling..

Oh ya, I created a few crime solving game which currently, the best solver is Eunice.. She had quite a brain like mine courtesy to all those Cherub, Spies, Thriller, Crime book we read all the time. It was pretty much fun creating murder scenes. I'm making it a practice so that when I feel like writing a detective novel , it would have something worth reading and keep my readers in suspense..hehe

define : evil

2009-02-03T22:53:00.000-08:00

Evil : something that was done out of humanity or if there's any, little humanity. Generally, ONLY involve human .Spread throughout the world in 5 degree. Dangerity (if there's this word) increased going down.

Parents : Keeping on tab of those thing that should NOT be their problems but out of love for a child though the love is often thought of being annoying.
Teenagers : Messing up with their pals, torturing those who IS not in their rank or look/act differently than them.
Children/Toddlers : The most intelligent and imaginative stage of human race while growing up. Torture its parents and siblings nonethelessly. Have no sense of danger.
Petty/Normal criminals : Created a slight fear of losing, security in everyone. Make a fool out of themself.
a>PEDOPHILES : Created a world where children/teenagers is a target. Should be hanged/electrocuted/mutilated the way they tortured their victims.

b> BACKSTABBERS OF A FRIEND : Worst of all kind. The most common might
cause nothing much than a few days of crying. The more cruel one might cause
thoughts of dead which eventually only lead to one plunging themselves to dead or losing their sanity.

geez.. Been in a terrible state these few days. Having 'diarrhea' , the equal evil and more meddlesome twin of constipation. Requires frequent eager running to the toilet-god bless the Domineer for having a bigger and more comfortable toilet- and rolling around on the bed trying to NOT think of the grumbling and rumbling of the stomach every time something fell in MY endless pit.

8.30 am ,
Around after an hour of school, I called, an actual description is SMS-ING the Domineer- evil degree was countless at that moment- to fetch me home. She AGREED, which totally FREAKED me out. I thought maybe she knows that I been having diarrhoea and agreed which is totally NOT.. The moment, alright.. 3 seconds after I was in the car, she starts to scold me and BLAMED me for the problem I'm having.
Her reason : I ate orange for breakfast..

-.- Make no sense right? I mean, come on, what could an orange do to my body? I need a balance breakfast. Half a tau sah pao and orange could NOT possibly does this damage and this particular damage is DONE 4 days ago..

I was so pissed off, the moment I reached home, I sat on MY side of bathroom and stayed in there for like 20-25 minutes before cleaning up and went to my room. Don't know why.. Been so particular tired , that I fell asleep only to be woke up by the Domineer - her again- that I got so grouchy, I sat in my room, reading the book I borrowed from Yaz till she went out. Then I went for an eating spreeeeeeeeee...
Got so sleepy an hour later that I sleep for 2 more hours before decideding- there's this word? - that I want to go CC - which is where I am now at. I thought of staying for 3 hours here, till dinner time but my grandma who's been living with us since CNY started doesn't look well, so I decided to played for an hour, just to manage my blog and went for a ride in my NEW BIKE around the neighbourhood, stalking Jon's house- at which I fail since I still not really sure which is the building he living at- and buy a few Pepsi Max before going home.

p/s : My new bike.. A bike i bought with my OWN ANG POW money.. Oh man, I love it. Its so cool, being a combination of black and white.

p/s 2 : Need to buy more REAL energy bar.. Low on stock..

p/s 3 : IMPORTANT : Never eat any overnight food thats been cooked 24 hours earlier and left in soup to rot cause it probably caused stomachache.

p/s 4 : I'm currently in degree 2 for NOT treating my grandma kindly. Not that I mistreat her. I just don't understand her most of the time. And its not like I don't like her, I just don't particularly like anyone at some point of the day, thats why I locked myself in the room, mostly hitting the pillow or doing some weight lifting just to get my frustration off. I have no idea why. I just couldn't control my temper. One minute, I could be like happy go lucky, the next I'm like the a little Devil/Satan whose favorite Reaper has been taken away. Like Jon/Rach and SN often said, I'm EMO or I would like to think myself as "emotional unbalance"-does it have the same meaning?.

define : truancy

2009-01-30T22:20:00.001-08:00

Truancy : An act where TEENS mostly decided to take a break usually in the middle of class or before/during school. Adults tend to think playing truant is some sort of rebelling or laziness. In the Blurby's Dictionary, truancy IS an act where teens went out of class because of hunger and boredom.

I skipped my add maths SMART CLASS tuition!!Not whole class. Just last 5 minutes. I doubt its even 5 minutes. Probably only 3 minutes since I spent two in the TOILET doing my business. Anyway, sometimes I do play truancy. And by sometimes, it seems at least once a week this month. Mostly for normal add maths class. Hey, don't blame me. I can stand learning a chapter once, or twice but not THRICE. You would have been too if its CHAPTER 1.. Talk about total boredom. I know SN and Rach probably will say, "I'm not clever unlike you." Stuff of that sort that I already had so much,I decided to go along. I mean, whats the point of keep on repeating myself to tell them I'm not clever just LAZY..sigh..girls..
Anyway, today we started Chap 2 but because I was tired and my sugar level dropped too low for my brain to function, I got brain dead. Nothing enter my brain. A waste of time only, so I walk out of the class to stock my stomach with sugary food. Lucky I brought a sugar loaded bar for emergency..

Anyway, playing truant doesn't always means bad.

define : sex

2009-01-30T18:39:00.000-08:00

sex : 1> an act where the male penis enter the female vaginas.. or in the nowadays world, some female animal vagina
2> the differences between the two major organism on the planet. A way to differentiate the superior LADY with the inferior MAN.
P/s : Its hard nowadays.. Often wonder, what should an 'aqua' put in application form in the sex's parts.
P/s 2 : Not being discriminant to aqua. Actually respect their bravery to be different. Just so much people dares to do it and let it be known.

so, I had this major conversation about sexs with a few pal. To which most of the agreed that oral sexs is DEFINITELY disgusting and that they surely won't tried it with their spouses. But me, even though i don't think i would do it- NOT GOING TO GET MARRY- I think no one can be sure things like this. From what I know, oral sexs seems to give some sort of weird pleasure.Besides,think about this. Those who does it, often said the same thing we said now, but after got married, most of them probably crave it.sigh.. Anyway, at my age and most of my friends all agreed in one thing..
Why would anyone do this sort of disgusting thing?
What's so fun about it?
Don't they worry about diseases?
I mean, hello, oral sexs consist of mouth and penis or anus, more commonly known as the ASS-HOLE. Don't they worry those thing enter their mouth?
*shuddering*

ok, maybe its more than one, but WTH..blek..

define : abhor

2009-01-28T03:16:00.000-08:00

Abhor : a more polite and scientific word to describe hate/loathe against something or someone especially one who have no idea what it means.

RULES: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1. I love my eggs runny and hard but totally abhor the yolk!

2. I love cry silently under my covers. Hei, I'm a girl, ok, physically..

3. Somehow, I love porn romance stories.

4. I trust NOT adults.

5. I ADORE Nanny Fine.

6. Chocolates IS my favourite meal.

7. I hate marriage. Dating or relationship is okay but not more.

8. I decided to adopt or do IVF for a child.

9. I'm afraid of dirty insects- i.e the COCKROACH- but ain't exactly the cleanest person alive or dead.

10. I lie to almost everyone, everyday.

11. Seriously, I really wants to break some major glasses with my fist just to know the feelings.

12. I'm crazy about BEAUTIFUL BOYS.
13. I'm seriously NOT going to ever like cats. CATS ARE EVIL!!!

14. I thought about sexs everday.. My books are doing big time to my brains.

15. I think my left foot pinkies is bigger than my right.

Got this weird thing from Jon's blog.. Don't really had anything better to do..

define : comparing

2009-01-26T18:51:00.000-08:00

COMPARING - a deed that was done to humiliate one using the other.. One that was often use between "Parents and the KIDS"

so, the Domineering lady a.k.a Domineer NOT Domino, often said that I love to compare with others where as in MY opinion, thats what I thought of her. In my definition, the word comparing is use to humiliate one. In my case, I'm usually a VICTIM..

I said, "Stop comparing me with the other girls! I'm not other girls..zzz"
Domineer said, "I don't compare. You compare. You're never satisfied and keep on comparing with your brother.."

Hellloooooooo?!

I'm not exactly the FIRST to compare myself with him. First off, the Domineer and the other part of my dysfunctional family, LOVED to compare me with him..

He's the quiet one, he's the nice one, he's the clever one, he's the one who don't demand stuff..bah bah blah..

DAMN THEM!!!!I know, I'm a jerk but to hell with it!!! I'm really angry, jealous maybe like some of my pal said. Jealousy runs in my family?Maybe..

I tried to be like my brother..I stayed INACTIVE and QUIET during family gathering and they started asking questions and say I ACT COOL ONLY..jeez.. I tried to be like that 'sheep' by shrugging and said whatever or anything whenever one asked me about something and they will said I'm so mafan..

And just because I don't goes around belanja-ing my family doesn't mean I'm a cheapskate.. Never heard them said my bro is a cheapskate. How would he be? They give him money all the time.. And the Heartbreaker said he would pay for the sheep colleges fees.. Did he thought about me before he make that choice? What about me? Who's going to pay for MY college fees? I'm not exactly GENIUS enough to get scholarship? What they think? I'm Einstein?

Maybe the Domineer will pay for mine, but I'm not sure.. With that sheep at Taylor and the way the Heartbreaker broke his promises, I think the Domineer would surely need to pay for the sheep fees soon..

IT DROP INTO THE SHIT BOWL!~!!!

2009-01-19T04:04:00.000-08:00

HOlY MACAROOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNIIII!!!!

I did something incredibly idiotic funny today.. I was in the toilet, getting a go.. when i was done, I got up without thinking and plop! drop my glasses that i forgot that was hanging on my skirt, into the toilet ..oh man, and when i told my friends, you should see them..I'll bet they gonna be laughing at me tomorrow..

even though its pretty embarassing when I told that to the stuff, but look at the bright side, its HILARIOUSLY FUNNY!!!! Maybe when I read this in the future, I might get a good laugh at this..

Anyway, today I had a small short debate with Rach about 'sleeping in underwear' and she started telling me about Victoria Beckham who according to her (RACH) sleeps naked everyday.. So, I told her I slept in my underwear, sometimes not all the times.. I guess you would be too, if you sleep on the top bunk with the fans under the bed and no NORMAL air ventilation. However, I admit *guilty as charge* , I do admit it. Its pretty comfortable and no, I don't really sleep in undies, just in my knickers and t-shirt or in my bra and a pants. So, that really puts me in sleeping 1/4 naked categories..

p/s : the reason I tell this is because I see there's nothing to be shameful about. I mean this is MY blog and besides, the scientist proved that sleeping with less clothing on actually helps in de-stressing a person which I really needed since I'm really stress out ever since school starts..Besides, I need to make this blog funny right? tata..

Blurby the Monkey

2009-01-17T18:42:00.000-08:00

'drrrr drrr drrrrr' sound of drums drumming and now,

lets welcome the great Blurby the Monkey... an as usual, Blurby has some story to tell.. though, little has happen since the last time she posted..

Let's see, first, Blurby wants to apologize to Rach for calling her a liar, although not literary.. We had an argument which are not exactly argument but 2 cute girls *perasan giler..stop laughing you prick!* talking and interrupting each other sentences.. It happens like this,

"You told me that you're gonna make your bloggy happy and positive.." Rach said after I told her I'm gonna make this year theme as emo and goth.

"I so DID NOT!!" I talked back..

And last night, I was reading Cherub Mission 2, again, when I remember I did say something like that.. Though I'm sure I said that I was going to make my blog thing funny and happy, not the layout of the blog.. anyway, I'm so terribly sorry Rach..

Oh ya, last week/ this week before today was a disaster.. I only had one day rest in between, so I been grumpy and as I read in an article before, a downright SLEEP DERIVED BITCH!!! However, now that I had my sleep, I'm a crazy go merry girl whose tushy refused to follow the brain instruction to move instead of sticking on the couch 24/7.. "BAD TUSHY!!"

guess thats not much of a fun story huh? but stick with it you prick! Just because it doesn't have any fun and excitement in my life right now , doesn't mean it won't have in the future.. and STOP rolling the eyes before I shoot you in the middle with my bottle cap..

Oopsssy...

2009-01-15T21:08:00.000-08:00

hei! People!

Listen.. I did something outrageously boyish which when i mentioned to my mum about the bruise from it she remark, "Please remember you're a girl.." and I was like, I don't care! Its fun!
I'll bet you ppl would like to know what i did,

"drums drumming...."

I SLIDED DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS!!!!

Maybe to some of you, it was stupid and boring..but for me, it was fun like crazy..kind of remind me of my childhood..except then, i don't have the place to do it..one storey house, girls school, you see..

ahh..oh ya, I can't believe my mum allows and PAID for me to wear BLACK CLOTHES for Chinese New Year. Did I mention the fact that the cloth I would be wearing bears the name of the Japanese Horror? Movie?

"DEATH NOTE!!"

p/s : forgotten I wrote about this during the Internet session at my cuz's house..deeply NOT regretted..blek.."showing my cheeky face"

p/s 2 : Should i use Blurby for my nick instead of Monkey?since i'm always blurrrrrrrr...

Whatever you think that will fits.

2009-01-14T03:49:00.000-08:00

so,there's some people wants to read my blog. some PEOPLE..uhem..uhem.. anyway, since if I'm gonna let them have a go for my IDIOTIC DOOFUS BLOG, why not a funny one? If you know what I mean, which I DON'T. As stupid as I am as a person, I'm actually pretty 'nice'. Haha.. Laugh at your face, RACH.

p/s : I lazy want to use Rachel, so, starting from the moment you read this bloggy, I'd call you Rach, since you call me MONKEY!! How's that for a revenge?! HA! Rach sounds kind of a boys name, don't you think? and.. I know you're probably gonna hate it which is the reason why I totally LOVED it.

so, let's have a review of my pathetic life from the start of the school year till this BIG MOMENT, without even a slight thing from my weighy heighy stuff, and I'm so MAD!!! Jon's taller than me d.. I can't make fun of him like before anymore.. Shucks...

5/1

School starts. Borrrrrrrrrrrrrrring...

6/1

Feeling heaty in the morning and fell sick after recess.

7/1

Miss school because I forgot to adjust the alarm and since I'm still light headed from my fever, mum actually let me SKIPS school..
and FYI, it only happens once in a blue moon.

8/1

Went back to school.. Normally..Boring..Oh ya, went to Pasar Malam with Rach's and bought a cool clothes. Its cool because its BLACK with white stars. In the middle of the shirt is a few dozens of coloured stars that form the shape of a large SKULL in steganography!! What would my mum say when I wear that during CNY. *evil grins*

9/1

Tired. School then straight to tuition. Ok ok.. I confess.. I actually went to Orange's before tuition. Hey! I'm a 16 years old with lots of hormones going off for a thirst of the dirty knowledge. Not PERVERTED STUFF, Rach~ Know what's in your mind.

10/1

Let's see. Went out early in the morning with my mum, then went to Orange's again, before going to tuition. After tuition, went to my mum's shop. Saw tangerins in a basket and asked if i could have one. She said only one but I NICKED another when she didn't noticed. Haha.. A little thief in making.

11/1

Sit and eat like a pig whole day.

12/1

Went back to school. Borrrrringggggg..

13/1

Did some colouring and drawing for moral. Impressed with my own work.

14/1

Did something I never did before.. SLIDING DOWN THE SIDE OF THE STAIRS.. you know..the things that Kevin did in Home Alone 4 , just a shorter distance. At my attempt to show off to SN, someone saw my shorts. Just in case you missed it, its SHORTS not UNDIE!!!

tanku...and one more thing, I'm trying to be a smart ass. So, from now on, there's gonna be some big words that you might have or have not seen before..

TAN-KU!!!!